[Story] Attitude meets Arrogance – S01 E10

Read Story: SEASON 1 EPISODE 10

Ciara’s POV

“So you wanna talk????” I lashed out…

“It’s not like….”

“Not like what, you went behind my back and impregnated another girl…Only fools do that…”

“Can I speak???”

“If you are here to say sorry, dude just turn around and walk away… This girl ain’t gonna forgive you…” I berated feeling good saying those mean words…

“You played with my feelings and for that am never going to forgive you…”

All this while he didn’t look. moved, there wasn’t any tiny bit of remorse on his face… It seemed like I was an angry girl talking to a statue..

“Are you done????”

“I guess so…”

“You left your makeup kit at my place..Will you come for it or do I bring it at your place????”

My anger instantly shattered… I was hurt and embarrassed…

I talked too much to he who didn’t cared…Thought for a second he was apologetic only to make a fool out of myself…

“Just throw it away…” I spoke haltingly… I didn’t know why but my chest was filled with sob and I really wanted to cry so bad…

Big girls cry when their hearts are breaking…

I begun walking away when Jordan grabbed my hand firmly and pulled me to the dance floor…

“Are you okay??”

“Let me go!!!!…” I shouted dropping my hands and pushing him back..

Everyone stared at me but I didn’t care as I ran out of that place to the darkest side of the parking lot…

I didn’t want to cry, the world didn’t deserve to see my ruined mascara…

For a moment I thought of calling my mother but i was sure she couldn’t pick up and my big sister well we don’t get along…She is this perfectionist, dad’s favourite daughter and I hated it. Maybe I was jealous… I pinched myself so hard not to cry when Jordan shouted behind me…

“I just wanted to dance…”

Rage begun burning inside me, hissing through my body like a deadly poison…

“What if you got dumped, if I were him i would also dump you….”

Yeah I maybe a girl who is full of herself but I have feelings too…Those words pierced through my heart like a sword but I didn’t have the energy to insult him back…

“Excuse me!!”

I decided to continue walking but he wasn’t done with me…

“I wonder how he tolerated a crazy woman…You are crazy, a crazy girl who should be in the asylum and not in the fashion world..Do you know how much I hate you???” He walked towards me and twisted me around, “I am happy he broke your heart because you will now understand how people feel when you cause them pain…”

“You are the one who threw me in the mud, You are the one who dropped me on the floor and here you are ranting you hate me??? I am the one who has the right to hate you arrogant man…” I said in a cold and lashing voice…..

“You deserved it…”

“You also deserved it when your fiancée left you at the aisle and ran away with your bodyguard. No girl deserves an arrogant man and if I were her I would do the same…”

My face had turned dark dazzled with fury and I knew I had hit the nail on the head when he looked offended… I thought those were just baseless rumours but the priceless hurt look on his face stated otherwise…

I knew it was mean to say those harsh words but he started it….

“I didn’t deserve it, all I did was love her…” He thundered, holding me by the arms.

“I loved her but she chose to humiliate me…And I will always hate her for that…” He rested his forehead on mine…

“I also loved him and didn’t deserve to be cheated on but who are you to care??? All you think about is making my life miserable…” I bawled out…

“I can kiss those lips and there is nothing you would do about it…” He whispered in a demanding voice….

Was I to be enticed???? I was disgusted by the thought of his lips on me….

“I would love to…” I whispered s-ductively into his ear…

I grabbed him by the shoulders, sighing and kicked him in the groin…

“That’s for dropping me on the floor…”

With a red face, he knelt down grunting and groaning in pain…

“This is war crazy mud girl…”

“Say that to your balls…”

I threw my hair back winking and swayed my hips out of there….Damn!!!It felt good having my revenge….

When I thought all hope was lost between me and Jaxon that night, he reached out and grabbed my hand….

“Do you wanna go for a long drive???”

“Are you drunk???”

“A little…” He chuckled…

“Okay…”

During our drive, we passed over Creamy inn and bought some ice cream and headed to God knows where… I felt comfortable with him beside me, we talked and joked about everything and even sang the songs on the radio… I didn’t mind my hoarse voice as long as i felt happy doing it…

“We are here pretty face…”

Did he just call me pretty face, I was almost snorting as he run on the other side and opened the door for me….

Has a guy ever opened the door for me???? Memory loading…..Yeah a police officer when I was found loitering around drunk…

“Thank you…” I smiled and begun rubbing my arms the moment I got out of the car…

“Here,” He placed his white dinner jacket on my shoulder and where we were??? On top of what looked like a hill where you could see the whole Nairobi city looking beautiful…The view was amazing…

“So do you like the view????”

“Alot…” I beamed as he lifted me up and sat me at the back of the car…

“I love coming here when I feel a little tight…”

“Do you wanna talk about it???” I found myself intertwining our hands…

“You know I miss Tabby so much. I didn’t want her to leave, I thought we would get married, have kids but I guess I was stupid…”

“You ain’t stupid Jaxon, look at me for example. I loved David who impregnated a girl behind my back and rubbed it in on my face…I feel bad but life goes on..There are the one who should feel bad about leaving us not the other way round…”

“David has always being a douche bag since our college days…” He commented and I couldn’t differ with him.

“You are a pretty woman,” He ran his hand down my face, “don’t let it get to you…”

“You too..” And before I knew it, he had pulled me into a hug making me weak…In his arms, my brain refused to function. I just wanted to spent the rest of my life there but I guess he felt weird since he pulled back and gave me the excuse that our ice creams are melting…

I closed my eyes and remembered briefly what it felt like making love.. How it would feel like, making love with Jaxon????

“I am sorry we couldn’t dance tonight. I had to talk and talk about my album launch…” He dragged me from my thoughts…

“It’s okay but I would love to dance with you right now..” I took the ice creams from his hands and placed them on the car…

“Shall we dance???” I asked putting some music on my phone as he stared at me with amusement…

“Yes your highness…”

We begun to waltz. Spinning, circling and shuffling our feet to the slow rhythmic music…

He moved closer with those eyes that looked deep into mine… I thought he wanted us to kiss only for him to say, “You have something on your cheek…”

Jaxon!!!!Jaxon!!!! Why did you have to ruin this????.

“Thanks…” I forced a smile and pulled back. I paused the song, thinking out loud by Ed Sheeran and took my ice cream…

“Is something wrong???”

“No…” Yes there is something wrong…I wanted to kiss you so bad and there you were acting like a old-fashioned guy. I would have preferred you to grab me and kiss me like it was our last kiss. I was so mad and disappointed…

“Can you take me home???” I asked getting into the car….

“Are you okay???”He asked when he slid into the driver’s seat…

“Just take me home….”I looked at the window….